You know there's something wrong with my brain when my doodles are:
a carrot (triangular with some leaves on top), an onion (rather pretty really), a potato (some random blob-ish shape), and a yam (stick figure).

---

I suddenly remembered in P6, when Huishi asked me, "Why are you in such a bad mood today?" I didn't realise that I was being moody, and it made me try to change my mood/attitude.

And I suddenly realised that now, I miss that kind of openness, knowing that we can be 100% honest with each other, and that it's ok.

Shucks, I don't know why but I'm becoming some sentimental wimp. I love reading and re-reading chat logs (yes I save them, so say nice things on msn!) and e-mails. The shortest, sweetest one's the best, where they just ask if you're ok 'cause you weren't smiling. These kind of things give me warm fuzzy feelings, knowing that people care.

At this point in time, the rest of JC life seems very intimidating. It's amazing how many things some people can do, and I shall aspire to be the same. (: June hols seem really really short right now.

Needs to be More Efficient!

But I will not let work consume my life. Importance of a social life! ( =blowing loads of money away. All the lunches, dinners, concerts AND LECTURE NOTES are eating my $$)

CSDs. Feels like CLs. Both starts with 'C', and there are 3 of us. The dynamics is incredibly different though (doesn't help that there's a guy now too!) but I believe that we will make it. We can, we must, we shall, and we will!

Right. Now. PROPOSALS, where are you!

I need to get my life back on track. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm doing, or why I'm doing it.

Shucks, why does time fly by so quickly!

I'm afraid of turning into the kind of person that I dislike (omg melodrama!), but I can't really pull back now. And it's not like it's a bad thing..? But it feels like Sec 2 all over again. Damnzit, I don't want the same thing to happen again, but. Hai.

On a side note, I say 'haii' a lot now. Will sighing too much make my hair fall out! (:

My new resolution is to be a better classmate.

The more I think about it, the more I hope that I can be a part of the BOD. And that maybe I should have done more somehow somewhere. And so I must stop thinking about it, and just hope for the best. And if the best does not happen, I'll just be happy for the rest. And do my best for everything else that comes my way(:

I have been extremely tired the past few days, for some reason. Slept at 1+am last night, was supposed to wake up at 8 or earlier this morning, ended up waking up at 9.15 (eh not bad, about 8h of sleep!), rushed and got to school at 10.10 for LTTA, still half-asleep. Which wasn't good, because you actually need brains and think during LTTA. Total mental workout.

And am still sleepy now, but I will!!!complete PW today. As in, GPP. I missed a certain CCA camp so that I can meet up online k! Otherwise I would have spent the entire day in school -morning LTTA, afternoon camp, night campfire.

Anyway, it's been quite a... packed week. Loads of things happened, and I had a lot of things to say, but... not quite in the mood now.

BUT, I must say that AA was awesome. Sec 4s, and Guides, have totally done themselves proud. And we are incredibly happy for all of them. I think the best part was when the technical difficulties popped up, but the show must go on.

Awesomez(:

Photos another day! After 01's show tonight.

People have told me I'm crazy for going back for all the Guides stuff when I'm not even (officially) a Guide anymore, but who cares. I like it. Guides makes me feel happy and full of love for everyone. Love love love makes the world go round!♥

Sometimes, JC is incredibly stupid.

You can't talk to a person without worrying about whether that person gets the wrong idea and a) do stupid awkward things, or b) avoid you. And when a) happens, you do b) in response.

When you didn't mean anything.

I need a little more luck than a little bit
'Cause every time I get stuck, the words won't fit
But everytime that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
'Cause everytime that I try to get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like again
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again

The song keeps playing over and over in my head. Not that I'm thinking of anyone or anything like that. It's just a really nice song (:

I'm getting myself into a lot of things, and I hope that I can manage them. Jiayou! It's good that I'm pretty happy nowadays. Seriously, it feels good to just be a girl and talk about pretty colours, clothes and bags. Frivolous, but fun.